Ramble

Eh, I just feel like going from thought to thought today. No specific topic, just see where the keyboard takes me.

So, I was thinking last night about if I died. I found out other than missing my wife, I don’t think I would be too disappointed. Every time I think of my life and how I am going to be working for 40-50 more years just to get by, it does not give me a great outlook. I love life, don’t get me wrong. I just feel like I’m wasting my life. Working my ass off just to have a roof over my head is a waste. I have no other money and if I do, it goes to surviving. I think we need to do something to contribute, but make it worth it for us. Not only that, but when I can afford to retire, I will be too old to most likely do the active things I can do now.

Granted maybe I will be in OK shape when I get older, but I have a bad ankle, knees, and neck problems and I’m only 24….soooo yea, I won’t hold my breath.
As for living life, I try to do what I can now. With so much debt, it makes it hard to do a lot of stuff. It is just really depressing to know that this is my life.

I always think of how cool it would be to be a comedian. I want to be the asshole comedian. The one who is such a jerk, yet you love him because he speaks the truth no one usually wants to hear. Or the truth that is so obvious it makes the crowd feel like idiots. For example, why it is so awkward to go into a public restroom to take a #2 and if someone else is in there you have second thoughts of going into the stall.

So I drive about 20-30 minutes to work every day and I have found that 90% of the people I see driving like idiots are Asians. I am not making this up.

I hate dry erase boards because if I erase part of a word or letter I can’t just fix it, I have to erase the whole damn thing and re-write it.

I hate decorative clocks because I can’t stand looking at them all day and it being the same time all the time. My co-worker that I share an office with has two of them….
OK well I guess I’m done for now.